Posted by pinkeye on March 4, 2005, at 18:34:51
In reply to Re: Repayment (long) » pinkeye, posted by 10derHeart on March 4, 2005, at 17:55:55
Yeah, maybe you should take up some sort of writing as a hobby. Maybe since you say you are a christian, you can write some nice things and read it in your church gatherings or something like that. You don't have to leave what you are doing, but maybe kind of do it side by side. OR write in church circulars kind of thing.
I am not a christian, but I think the message of all the religions is the same. And for that matter, any form of spirituality - not necessarily associated with even God - maybe even just social causes, is the same. That inspires us a lot doesn't it. And believing in God is the easiest way to visualize the good in us.
I wish I could send him a few of my posts.. but I think it will be like nagging him further. And I am trying to break the pattern of doing things and trying to get pats on my back from others myself - I am so used to it with my father. I am trying to learn to do things just to satisfy myself, and not expect approval all the time. He does know that I find this helping here extremely rewarding and satisfying, only not in real detail.
It always touches us so much when someone does a lot for us isn't it. I am glad you had a wonderful T yourself. And I do hope that somehow in some way I helped my ex T too. If not for anything, only to make him realize the power he has to change a person.
Pinkeye
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