Posted by pretty_paints on December 15, 2004, at 10:50:07
Hello
I haven't posted in here for ages. I seem to be thinking about my pdoc a lot. I do see a therapist too, but for some reason its my psychiatrist who I really care about. Even when I went into hospital, yes it was horrible in a way, but it was good too because I was so ill that my pdoc was really concerned about me and she kept ringing me and trying to sort out stuff. It makes me feel like I want to stay ill to keep getting that attention off her.
I just found out that she's had depression in the past, and she has 4 children. And just recently she's been taken ill and is in hospital and will be for a while.
Its all just mundane stuff, I tell my parents or friends about these "facts" and they're like, okaay, what's the big deal? But I can't stop thinking about what she's like when she's with her children. And what does she write about me in my notes? And does she like me? And does she think I'm pretty?
Does anyone else have this?
poster:pretty_paints
thread:429863
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