Posted by crushedout on November 16, 2004, at 23:18:46
In reply to Re: I did it. I fired her. » JenStar, posted by crushedout on November 16, 2004, at 18:20:06
I woke up this morning and didn't even check my email because I didn't want to get an email from her and have it ruin my day. Which I thought was very mature and reserved of me. But that self has disintegrated and I've resorted to checking my email every thirty seconds, googling her again (I hadn't done that in a couple months), and I even started googling my new therapist and obsessing about her. I'm not sure why I'm doing this but it feels compulsive and unhealthy and I wish I could focus on something else.How to stop?
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