Posted by B2chica on July 15, 2004, at 10:55:18
In reply to Re: suicidal thought remorse? --- Thanky » B2chica, posted by 64bowtie on July 15, 2004, at 5:12:03
you're an interesting one 64. you have some really "to the point" responses that just make sense. i always appreciate any response you give me.
and yes...you have made a difference not just in my life but i've seen it in MANY people you've responded to here. You are able to put into words things i would like to say but can't seem to get together.-what if i don't wanna be an "adult" bleuck! ;^)
-ok, i guess i am though...boy, never thought i'd admit to that. this is such a great insight Rod. and BOY are you right, Beauty is Always a gift to be around. i truly believe that my gift is with art. though i don't think i'm naturally talented with my sketches or paintings, i feel my gift is passive. that i can truly see and Appreciate those things that are beautiful. sometimes i look just at the clouds in the sky and literally cannot take my eyes off of them and breathe deep and say, "my god i feel so lucky just to see this. it is incredible."
i always hoped (and Still Do) that when i die, i hope that i can help make clouds. make the patterns in the sky, the color, the clouds, the shapes and size. sometimes it's just enough to make a person awe struck.
-and to stay curious? i wouldn't live life Any other way!!! i am almost dangerously curious (hehe) and it can just really bug some people...but of course that makes me want to do it even more :)-one problem i have is seeing the ugly, i do see it. however i sometimes during depression get caught in a loop of uglyness and gradually tend to focus more and more on my own uglyness.
Great insight. your on a very good path my man. keep following your heart.
B2c.
>>One thing is, as humans we are keen observers... So we get better at knowing what is beautiful and what is ugly... For example, hate is ugly, violence is ugly, etc... Looking for beutiful stuff can start out as a casual-passive endeavor, so no one can blackmail you with the "bad-press" crap that we always seem to get from detractors... Just seek beauty! Stay curious!
.. Beauty always feels so good to be around...
> Tell me what you think...
> Rod
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