Posted by B2chica on July 12, 2004, at 13:43:39
In reply to Re: suicidal thought remorse? » B2chica, posted by ghost on July 12, 2004, at 11:52:05
i just feel like i'm on this Giant see-saw. one day i'm ready (really ready) to fold it in. and now, i'm ready to fight the world. One day i want to dig deep into my pain and figure it all out, maybe lay it all out on the table. and Now, i think-why? it's just pathetic little problems that NO ONE ever need know about. i've lived this long with them so why mess that up. I tuck it back down and bring up the "super b$itch" that i love so much and she's taken over once again. i really missed her, she protects me. When she's around Nobody can hurt me (including me)-she won't let that happen. She can also fool anyone into believing ANYTHING...i Love it. I guess i feel real comfortable that she's back.
>>but just know that i'm thinking of you and i'm glad you're here. i'm glad you're *still* here.
i'm glad someone is.(& that's not a pity party you hear, super-b@tch won't let that happen!) but thank you Ghost.
> take good care of yourself, and write me if you want or need to-- about anything or nothing at all.i might just take you up on that sometime.
thanks.
-say, are you home yet? or still 'trippin'?
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