Posted by Angel Girl on May 9, 2004, at 18:40:52
In reply to Re: Pdocs? (long ... as usual), posted by finelinebob on May 9, 2004, at 17:25:07
> > ... I find every day is the same old thing, no energy, very very depressed. It doesn't help that I've been sick for the last 3 weeks too, that's been taking a lot out of me. Not a good time to start a journal. Actually my mood rarely varies from really depressed unless it drops to severely depressed where it is right now.
> On the contrary, it IS a good time to start a journal! What if your entries are, day after day, "same old thing, no energy, very very depressed"? Don't you think that this lack of change is important?
> > Is it possible to ever feel 'normal'? What is 'normal'?
> Hey, I don't know it from personal experience, but I've looked around and I've seen "normal". You don't want to go there, take my word. Every interesting or worthwhile person I've known has been abnormal!
Maybe on second thought you're right about it being the same old thing every day. It means there is no improvement taking place and something needs to change.
Not sure what your comment about not wanting to be 'normal' is referring to. 'Normal' people 'seem' to be out enjoying life while I have no desire to ever go outside. I'd rather be left alone with my two cats who won't judge me and who'll love me no matter how screwed up I am.