Posted by crushedout on February 24, 2004, at 23:41:55
every day after therapy for the past week or two (or has it been longer?) i've been terribly depressed and can't function and just want to sleep all the time. i really don't think my t is intentionally screwing with my head. i think she's trying to help me and maybe this is just me dealing with the transference stuff (being in love with and wanting my t so badly and not being able to "have" her). but it's so godawfully painful. and it doesn't feel like it's going to stop anytime soon. and i feel better on days when i don't see her. i feel like i get mySELF back. it's not like i forget about her, but the empty, dead, miserable longing is not so present.i just don't know if this is helping me. i hope it is but it feels like a black hole.
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thread:317380
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