Posted by KindGirl on February 17, 2004, at 14:04:26
In reply to Re: very, very sad » crushedout, posted by fallsfall on February 17, 2004, at 13:39:17
Hi Crushed...
Wanna come over and climb into my big king sized bed and cuddle? I want a mommy too....it is the cry of my heart every waking moment of my life. I am in my 30's now and it seems to be getting worse the more I am in t. My t. is female and older than me and her nurture and care causes me to free fall inside too....it is like a never ending pit that I fall into...and the days after t. are always worst.It is like a deep cleaning of a very deep wound and it DOES hurt. You are right on that one. It hurts so bad you wanna die.
Today I wanted to climb in bed....and I fear like you that I won't get up ever again...the depression will take over and I will never leave.
But maybe you DO need some rest...take a nap...take care of yourself...a bubble bath?...soft music...an ice cream?Does it ever go away? I don't think so....and there are just days you want to die inside. I send love and prayers your way because I am there today myself. I am sorry you feel this way because I know it is hell. I hope it passes soon for you and for me.
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