Posted by All Done on February 15, 2004, at 1:09:47
In reply to Re: Just want to share the good stuff, posted by Karen_kay on February 14, 2004, at 14:36:39
> That's wonderful!!! Happy Valentine's Day to you!
Happy Valentine's Day to you too, Karen! I hope the Present Fairy was good to you. Any diamonds?
> I don't think about Bubba nearly as much as I used to. Maybe I'm jsut preparing myself for termination? Or maybe I'm just developing a more healthy attachment? I'll never know...I know what you mean. I even talked with Beefcake about that today. Once I had shared with him my transference feelings toward him they suddenly stopped. I told him today that I miss those thoughts and feelings. When I was having them, it felt good because I was experiencing feelings and emotions that I hadn't experienced is quite some time. It made me hopeful that I can make progress and get away from feeling blah all of the time. Not to mention some of the thoughts were just plain fun ;)!
Hmm, sorry, where was I going with this? Well, Beefcake thinks maybe the feelings went away because I became afraid of them (afraid of intimacy, trusting him, just plain afraid of experiencing these somewhat foreign emotions?) I just don't know. I do know I've been keeping him at arms length for a while. Today's session was different, though. Maybe things will change.
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