Posted by terrics on February 7, 2004, at 13:03:49
Last yr. I was hospitalized because I could not work. When time came to go to work I held onto my husband and cried until he talked me into going. I have 2 jobs and today this is happening again. He is not home and I am really afraid. So I went to the bathroom and cut and might have to do it again. It is almost time to leave and I want to cancel. I usually get depressed after this fear starts. It is because I really am not qualified and don't know what I am doing..though on paper I am qualified. I need to work for the money. It feels like the beginning of last yrs. mess. terrics
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