Posted by Raindancer on January 9, 2004, at 16:18:05
I saw my T today after a month (holiday) and it all seemed to go wrong. He seemed quite distant and detached but wondered if it was me as I've been really depressed and tearful lately. At one point he made me laugh and then asked me what I was thinking. I told him how much I loved him (he knows this) although I know this frustrates him as he feels it gets in the way of what we're doing. He indicated that I looked up to him too much and that he was only human. More than anything I need his approval, but I'm really scared that he doesn't like me any more. I've been seeing him for over 2 years and he is looking towards ending, although there would always be some contact. I feel so alone. Please help.
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thread:298748
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