Posted by PuraVida on March 12, 2003, at 23:50:31
In reply to Re: Hospital? » PuraVida, posted by Krissy P on March 12, 2003, at 23:05:04
Thanks Kristen,
I've not really ever not felt safe, but I do worry that all I have built up is slipping away - kinda like Libby talks about. Its so exhausting. I feel like I am always trying to get caught up on life. I own a house, and have a 2nd on it, and have been so down I haven't been able to get it together to get a job. My expenses are such that I need to make about 2K a month - so I really have to get it together to get a "real" job, or I could loose me house. So, all of my energy is going there - I have been thinking lately that, like I reccomended to Libby, that I should just start being super selfish again - really look at what works for ME. Pamper myself - but in a long term way. Believe more in the universe, and less in societal conventions. Have faith, hope...
Thanks for letting me go on. I am thinking the only positive thought I can about all this "no rain - no rainbows, no valleys - no hills"
Best,
PV
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