Posted by kerria on October 14, 2005, at 20:17:14
In reply to Re: Gardenergirl, what should i do? » kerria, posted by gardenergirl on October 14, 2005, at 12:25:58
Gardenergrl, thanks for writing. i'm having a nervous breakdown about everything. It's bothering me too much - all the things that i went through- surgery, all the tests all the drs , what they said about me and the pain- how i was threatened and then actually had that pain dr start to take me off medicine to make me live in terrible pain. It's so triggering. i'm losing it .
i'm still in so much pain and i need to get treatment but i'm too much a mess. It's so triggering what they did to me- i went through hell for the past two years with the way so many drs treated me. Even my own T and psych Dr were thinking it was somatic pain. i hate having a psych diagnosis. It makes me worthless before people. i can't ever find anyone who will respect me. i hate my life . It 's so horrible being me.
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