Posted by katia on August 7, 2004, at 14:41:19
In reply to Re: Speaking with Rock » katia, posted by BarbaraCat on August 7, 2004, at 14:18:54
> Katia,
> I love Sarah MacLachlan and I'm definitely going to get her latest. That song, the words so beautiful they brought tears to my eyes, will be so much more special because it's Rock's song. The bit I know of his history, it seems like the angels composed it for him special.
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**Indeed those angels did write it for him. And those words are so much more beautiful in the soong. I'm actually going out to buy a used piano today and learn how to play it on the piano. after Rock died that was what I wished I had here. I love to play.> Thanks for your encouragement and keep the faith words. I've been feeling a mixture of blue and transcendant during this time. A strange but not bad emotional place.
**I know this not bad emotional place as well.
But I feel somewhat isolated -- too emotionally sensitive as I need to process what's taking place -- and not ready to be out in the world. My husband's been busy at a music festival, out there performing, having fun, mingling with the madding crowd. It's a little too much for me at this point.
**Ditto. A friend just called to invite me to the Renaissance Faire today, but I just couldn't. Too much right now. I need peace and down time.
So thanks for being there and being my good friend. We've been good buddies and support for each other through alot, eh? These are deep things we've been sharing.
**Very much so. I wonder if we'll ever meet? I've never had a friendship like this before - totally on-line and broadcasted for all the PBs to hear.
> That was pretty amazing about Cathy knowing about the love seat. But not really surprising since there's so much more beyond this tiny 5 sense reality. Well, I think all this has been a major opening for us and we have a responsibility to fulfill it. I'd like to see it as a joyful, passionate calling (whatever it turns out to be) rather than an ugh 'responsibility'. Sounds so heavy. I also ask for the energy and focus to see it through.
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**I think you are seeing it through by just being you. I think it's your life's path.> I'll be going into town early this week and will get Sarah's CD.. I promise I'll light a candle for your pooch while I'm most likely sobbing my eyes out - but in a good way. Tis better to have loved and lost... - Barbara
**Rock will appreciate that. And so will I. One thing he said was that he didn't think anyone would miss him or care that he was gone. He was tearfully saying that my alter meant so much to him.
take good care and many blessings to you and Merlin.
Katia
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