Posted by Phillipa on December 24, 2009, at 12:26:19
In reply to To Phillipa and all, posted by BayLeaf on December 24, 2009, at 7:40:52
Bay I thought this the best place to also jump in again. Yes it's true was going through bad times and yes this hurts I'd be lieing or denying if I didn't tell the truth. Now Maxime after you posted that thread I throughly read it and see how supportive you were of me. I feel I block bad things in the past. I did this in the incident. I then looked back in our correspondences and tend to forget a lot hence find it helpful to be able to refer back refreshes my mind. I'm so sorry you were up all night trying to find and help me. I also saw that the babblemail I mentioned about the deputy was an e-mail so doesn't count. And you looked back in telephone directories to try and find me. You know no one ever has cared enough to do that for me family included and I can only profusely apolgize. I see how we too sometimes argued and made up privately. Thanks. I could also mention others here that we argue in private and then make up the same way. What can I do but publically apologize to all. I do apologize can you all forgive me? As I care for you all and this site means a lot to me as it does also to others. Yes I also post a lot. I guess it's part of my anxiety and some Ocd. And fears. But you all are wonderful people. We all have problems. Can we start over? Please? I forgive all even if you don't like me. I understand we sometimes need to vent and that I make a lot of mistakes use poor judgement. Thanks all your're truly wonderful people. Love Jan/Phillipa
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