Posted by Lamdage22 on August 5, 2013, at 11:45:57
In reply to Re: Parnate bad for me, posted by Lamdage22 on August 5, 2013, at 8:35:27
Interesting that you dont want to answer my questions. Maybe because you realize there is no reasonable grounds for you to call me psychotic?
Fun fact, scott. By my knowledge, you are not a doctor so you are not in a position to diagnose anything or anyone!
There is a certain human rights thing called freedom of thought, that many Psychiatrists and submissive patients like yourself dont like at all. Probably all of the people that fight and stand up for this right are psychotic as well, huh?
Dude, you just dont want to or can not receive what i say and consider the possibility that there is truth to it, because you are saturated by Psychiatric philosphy. Or should i say anti-philosophy? Anyway. Thats why you just discard what i say as psychosis.
I believe i am eternal. I believe we all are. I believe i am partially god, in the sense that we are made in the image of god and carry a "godly sparkle", that you can feel sometimes more, sometimes less. I dont really worry much about anything because i trust in God to take care of my soul. He will neither send me through needless suffering nor will he let me down. If he needs me to learn a lesson and it isnt possible without suffering, well then i have to go through that.
Another fun fact: I never had anything close to "psychosis" before i went to see the psychiatrist. I didnt have repeated thoughts that are bothering me, nothing really. I sat at the computer and used forums just like this one to find me a reason not to proceed with my life and get caught up by healing my "broken mind".
I had my diagnosis "straight" month before i saw the Psychiatrist. I self diagnosed. I tend to be a hypochondriac. I have catapulted myself into the Psychiatry world with a strong drug that i thought i needed because my friends left the USA and because reading about depression and other illnesses MADE me ill. This strong drug kicked off a rollercoaster of undesirable states of mind and outcomes.I will never know wether it is a real illness i inherently have unless i try to get away from Psychiatry and its grips.
Another fun fact: Antipsychotics have something called "discontinuation psychosis" as a side effect. Which is funny when you think they are supposed to heal you. The Psychiatrist doesnt want to give me Lorazepam because it is addicting. Of course all the other Psychiatric drugs and Psychiatric philosophy is not addicting at all. I dont need to worry about a thing right?
Only one time i tried to get off of Zyprexa i had a medically significant loss of reality. I had about 8 beers that night. It just may be that Psychiatry and its teachings have saturated my brain so much that i just hypochondriaced my way into this. Or it could well be that i had a mixture of alcohol induced Psychosis and discontinuation psychosis.With panic attacks it is said that the body doesnt produce that much adrenaline forever. When its exausted its over. Why should this not be the case with Dopamine?
Why should i have any mental illness at all? Out of nowhere? The pot that psychiatrists like to use as a scapegoat, i stopped smoking it 3 years before i took Nardil and many other drugs and subsequently got very ill.
It is ridiculous.
Schizo-affective
Seasonal-Affective
Social Anxiety
some PTSD
some Inattentive ADS
300 Seroquel, 1200 Acetylcystein
40-50 mg Parnate
Contemplated: Prazosin for nighmaires
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