Posted by AMD on April 7, 2013, at 20:03:47
In reply to Re: Hell, posted by sigismund on April 7, 2013, at 3:00:17
You're right, it's been almost 10 years since my last major episode, and this one was triggered by the methamphetamine use. Again, only one night, for a few hours, not a major bender. Yet I can't shake the feeling I did permanent damage in those hours. I wouldn't know how it feels because I've never done it before. Maybe it wasn't meth, maybe it was bath salts or worse. In any event, I keep thinking that whatever it was I'm now cursed to a lifetime of mental handicap.
amd
> Meth in itself is not SO toxic (though I'm not a fan of it at all).
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> I recall you feeling (something like) this years ago.
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> We take our stability for granted. I know I have. Maybe you did? But we know better when it is gone.
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