Posted by b2chica on October 2, 2012, at 14:10:28
In reply to Re: PS. what should i do?, posted by b2chica on October 2, 2012, at 12:21:38
took long lunch (hour).
now back at work. very aggitated. i need 24 hours. i need to discuss this with my dh.
would he rather me try to figure this out on my own? spending money we dont have. or go into the hospital (spending money we dont have) and i dont get any pretty stuff either.. :(i just feel weird about going in when i'm feeling relatively good. most of the time. only a few hours of the day really that i'm crappy. ok maybe 1/3 of the day...but still. at least when i m depressed i know i need help so i can function.
but i'm functioning...just not well. and people wont...and by people i mean my DH wont see me as sick and needing hosptital.
*#@&$^*&#@^T$*&^*&#$*&^#$*(&^
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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