Posted by poser938 on May 3, 2012, at 15:11:28
well i did it yesterday. i took around 180mgs of ketamine. i can definitely see how it could take someone out of a serious episode of depression. it just makes you able to step put of the situation you are in and to analyze things a bit differently. and i felt VERY disconnected. it didn't do what i was hoping for, though. once it wore off after a few hours, i was back to my normal dysfunctional self.
now im at a loss as to what my next step could be. i contacted the NIMH clinical trial about anything they could do to help and they said that since i had been in a coma they cant enroll me in any of their studies. they said the coma could have changed my brain too much to be able to use in a study. and i'm not planning on trying ECT. i just dont know right now.