Posted by Mistermindmasta on April 22, 2012, at 16:05:32
In reply to Re: Psychosis from Cannibis, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on April 14, 2012, at 11:37:25
One other thing relating to what you said below...
I too have experienced times where weed was 100% calming and awesome, while other times I experienced total freakouts. It all depended on my state of mind at that particular point in time. When I was feeling more anxiety as whole prior to smoking, that would be the times where the freakouts would occur. Often accompanied by a ton of social anxiety and feeling like every decision I ever made was a completely terrible decision and that I've been crazy all along and never knew it, etc. While on the other hand, I've had times where it made me incredibly relaxed and disinhibited and just feeling great.
I think those opposite effects and unpredictability come from the inherent mix of chemicals in weed. For me, each time I smoked was a completely different experience, in every possible way.
So I just stopped smoking... I got sick of not knowing if I'd have a dissociative panic attack or feel totally awesome.
> I have to say, that the place I was at they had thought I had taken another substance because they said we have never seen this happen before, and when I was in this state I kept saying this is suppost to calm me down. It was derealization and detachment with random thoughts that made no sense. And I had admit, I've done methamphetamine and cocaine with no issues expect my heart beating really fast, none of this mind serperation. But I have to say that it opened my mind and I did have personality changes such has making jokes and being funny, usally I am frozen and stay quiet. Anyways, I just know that I am going to have avoid this in the future.