Posted by B2chica on April 12, 2012, at 12:21:34
In reply to my body is a mess Hellp, posted by B2chica on April 12, 2012, at 12:13:41
should i take xanax and knock myself out.
should i take what.
i'm climbing inside. i need to go walk around, but i cant seem to leave my chair.
then i get tired and want to lay down.
i KNOW you'll say i'm being impulstive that i cant even wait and let the drug kick in properly.
i mean what i cant live one fricking day like this.
things aren't instant.
i tell my children that all the time. yet i cant take that myself.
i mean the highway goes both ways right.
i want to leave, nead to leave. go home.
wtf go home go home go home go home go home.
but alas i can not.
why am i typing this to you?? who F-ing cares! i mean really wtf.
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."