Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 30, 2011, at 18:17:47
In reply to Re: I'm starting to regret my hate messages » sigismund, posted by Dinah on September 28, 2011, at 14:37:56
i'm sorry for not getting your message back to you in time. You really posted alot of knowlage about this subject that I can touch on. The thing is im scared to move out and that's why I post...its like I don't know what to do I stay at home and feel safe but at same time Its a prison to me. It holds all of my memories of amphetamine use and many other things that happened here. My mother is not abusive at all. She's strict and will not allow stimulants in the house. so... i sneak over the counter stimulnats like no doz into the house. I HATE no doz because its just pure caffeine and gives me nothing but anxiety. I really need some refrences to agencies. I just feel like I have the engine .. to get out but It just won't start. Like I don't really know what to do.
Ugh, I have so much I need to think about and I doon't want to do it. I feel stuck. But I know their are solutions out there and just have to get to them.
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