Posted by floatingbridge on June 23, 2011, at 23:14:41
In reply to Re: Are MAOI's used when SSRI'S dont work?, posted by emmanuel98 on June 23, 2011, at 20:23:09
emmanuel, I just realized everything shifted in treatment when I began to experience physical pain. The fatigue became worse, like being unable to sit up on some days.
He began treating me differently. It's beyond me right now to bridge a gap. I would think that would be his responsibility as a therapist.
I've had so many things fall apart in my life--just like everyone.
I need to remember that if this falls
apart, it's not my fault. I have to remember to avoid blaming myself for everything. I can and will do better. Right now I feel like my brain is not working properly.I want to avoid another hospital visit. Imagine that. Other than that, it's hard to imagine anything.
I am pushing through this. I have calls out, I have some leads. Phone calls are so difficult for me. But I did them. I have appointments. I cleaned my kitchen and made molasses milk for my son. I did not cry anywhere near him.
Life is incredible. It's a frikkin' cliff-hanger. It's a blues song. Today I found out my lovely dog has cancer. He's 13, and we've been through thick and thin. I am not a neatnik by any means, but he's pretty clean for a dog. He sleeps in the bed.
* and whoever gazes at the stars will never again be quite alone...
c-ptsd & attendant health concerns
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