Posted by B2chica on June 15, 2011, at 10:27:23
i feel the need to disappear.
i'm heading down fast.
i see pdoc friday
im slowly dying inside.
i will fight of course to not take my own life.
but sometimes that fight gets cold, dark, lonely, and exhausting.
i went from being my full intelligent self.
to this...
this depressive tired wornout body, with barely a functioning mind.
i want to sleep. (perchance to dream)
...of death.
my fantasy life.maybe my reluctance to take zyprexa isn't the weight gain.
but to suffer, and lose.*********
still on same combo
2mg perphenazine bid
50mg pristiq
20mg adderall bidthink this adderall isn't doing ANything.
i wish there was a way i could get a new script of it. maybe i can talk pdoc into going to pharmacy with me and talk them into getting me new rx.
ya think?
ya. not.
poster:B2chica
thread:988200
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