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depressive thinking

Posted by B2chica on June 15, 2011, at 10:27:23

i feel the need to disappear.
i'm heading down fast.
i see pdoc friday
im slowly dying inside.
i will fight of course to not take my own life.
but sometimes that fight gets cold, dark, lonely, and exhausting.
i went from being my full intelligent self.
to this...
this depressive tired wornout body, with barely a functioning mind.
i want to sleep. (perchance to dream)
...of death.
my fantasy life.

maybe my reluctance to take zyprexa isn't the weight gain.
but to suffer, and lose.

still on same combo
2mg perphenazine bid
50mg pristiq
20mg adderall bid

think this adderall isn't doing ANything.
i wish there was a way i could get a new script of it. maybe i can talk pdoc into going to pharmacy with me and talk them into getting me new rx.
ya think?
ya. not.




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