Posted by Deneb on November 3, 2010, at 18:28:42
I'm starting to think that I experience some of the transient psychosis that some people with borderline personality disorder experience.
I mean, sometimes my thoughts just don't make any freaking sense!
So, what is this transient psychosis exactly? Is it like real psychosis or is it something entirely different?
Is it some kind of brain malfunction or is a learned behaviour?
Some examples of this possible transient psychosis in me:
One time in a drug store, a man approached me and started asking personal questions. I didn't like him and walked away after talking to him for a bit. Later I see him sitting on a bench in the mall looking at his cell phone. Suddenly out of nowhere, I got it in my mind that he had been taking pictures of me under my shorts and I became enraged. I went to the guy and actually accused him of being a pervert! I had absolutely no evidence that this guy took pervy pictures.
In high school once I became convinced that all the teachers were plotting against me. I became very fearful and would physically hide whenever I saw a teacher walking down the hallway.
One time a long time ago, I felt like I was high or something. I was on top of the world and thought that anything was possible and that everything that happened in the world was for my enjoyment. I was thinking of building really wild and crazy business plans and becoming rich and famous.
Sometimes I think there are monsters in the basement.
Anyways, I hope I don't have schizophrenia or something. :/
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