Posted by Hunk20 on May 21, 2010, at 12:40:21
In reply to Re: HELP: Underlying Bipolar? im scared! » Hunk20, posted by chujoe on May 19, 2010, at 20:52:26
Ok people good news..
im kinda doing as horrible as ever and as good as ever. I feel my heart again. I see the whole world in different eyes. I got to say this is the first time i gave any antidepressant a try and i went for the hardest but there is no more important thing than my soul to me.
Im feeling it, i feel all the pain, and i feel love from people who can give it and i love FEELING. I can even give a little back. To me depression is a disease of the heart. I just looked away because it was too tough to take. And i almost went down feeling it, but i will hold onto it.
Doing lots of therapy, letting it all out, showing people who i really am and its GOOD.
I had an "emotion attack" shivering all over my body and singing this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kc3Za3jfvJg . It was AWESOME.
No i aint hypomanic, im free.
You hang in there guys there is hope i feel for you. You CAN get there!
Will check back in and tell you more if you want to.. im alone in a foreign country (usa) and im finding to myself here