Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on March 27, 2010, at 16:33:13
Hello babblers
We'll, i've been doing well, it's really shiney and bright with winds outside. I'm not doing that well, smoking causes you to get sick more often than other people because it lowers immune system and causes more infection to happen. Anyway's ... something happened and I need to confess, I took a little bit too much vyvanse, the doctor found out and said no more, because of risk of heart attack. I found out I had high blood pressure due to weight, and really the Vyvanse did not increase the blood pressure, it was mixing alcohol at very potent proof [150 proof] and that caused my heart to fluctuate the next day I went in to get a EKG, and blood test. That was the dumbest decicion I made, but I realize in the past that was what caused me not to succeed was taking or doing an activity not knowing the conseqences that where going to be made after that.
I went to JPS and I was trying to tell the doctor's there about issues that where going on, and I took more Vyvanse than I should of, and my mother found out because she counts them according to the date of refill...and she called the doctor at night [i mean I can't ever get him on the phone] and he said discontinue and no longer presciption for stimulants due to heart risk. I got home, she said where the hell you been? I didnt want to tell her that I was at JPS, so I just didnt mention that. But she said "have you taken too much Vyvanse??" ... that just pinned me down, and said yes...she said "this is not a new issue"...and that and the following day where devesating because I found the doctor said "no more" ... and I got sick, and I have cold right now, and i'm sore all over. If ... oh my goodness, the impulsive and the dishonestly thinking that it will get passed over, just didnt cut it this time, and I'm paying the consequence severe by knowing, I just had to stop the Vyvanse for a while until tests where done, and I just took it anyway's and of course I live with a big mouth who get's on the phone and tells every bad thing i've done, LOL!
Oh goodness, what do I do? And yes...I know some people knew this was coming even when I said "no way"....
help??
poster:rjlockhart04-08
thread:941106
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