Posted by uncouth on January 23, 2010, at 16:30:28
In reply to Re: I'm scared... » uncouth, posted by janejane on January 17, 2010, at 8:11:10
i finished up my first three days of work this week. the depression and emptyness i feel went down in force as i started work, but i'm having trouble concentrating, and feel very mentally fatigued after a few hours at work (computer work). but its a job, and it's something to do with myself each day. it's not my calling and it's a bit mind numbing at times, and it's not like my previous work (oh why did i quit!!!) but it's something.
today, saturday, i am alone, in my dungeon of an apartment, and the depression is back in full force. so i guess work is goign to be good for my mental health at least. i'm just so very lonely, and feel so very defeated even though i have this job.
and i still don't know what i'm supposed to do with my life :(
love,
uncouth
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