Posted by tepi on December 15, 2008, at 22:31:09
Okkk , I started today the Modafinil
(together with NArdil and Xanax)
Las friday I told a girl (while drunk) that If she wanted to be my girlfriend , I like her
She was gonna tell me later I think, and I try to go out with her today. We went to some salsa classes ( dancing clases ) and I had a realyy bad time . What is wrong with mee
Im so worried about everything that is my life is not life ! . I just looked at her face how boried she was ( my mind was telling me that of course , maybe it was true maye dont , but what the hell ! ) . I was so quiet that other men started to talk with her , I felt like an idiot and I had to leave the place , I left her. I went to an store and I bougth 2 beers to feel better. I drank them and them I return . I was feeling better and I was not so worried about anything .
I still have the effects of the alcohol , I love them ! but I know ALCOHOL is not the exit , well that`s what wveybody says.
I invited her to go out next wednesday but I man had invited her in front of me to another first
She said she can go with me because of that
Anyway , Im not gonna remind her about my question of being my girlok what is wrong with me ! .
I only took 100mg of Modafinil in the morning
but I did not feel ANYTHING !! . I thougth it had a fast effect like benzos
Im not waiting that this med fix my life , but I have some kind of hope that I can improve a little bit . Ok maybe I need more time and dose rigthTell me something. Everything may sound so easy to handle but you cant imagine how painful this is
for me. its amazing how so simple things can destroy a life
poster:tepi
thread:869024
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20081214/msgs/869024.html