Posted by linkadge on October 17, 2008, at 9:12:17
In reply to Re: Beauty and sadness » linkadge, posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on October 16, 2008, at 23:30:44
I partially agree with you, but I partially disagree. I've been "well" and when I am emotions have a different quality to them.
My feelings and thoughts are less deep. I can't feel as much. I don't see certain things.
When I am depressed I feel like I am seeing more about the way the world really is. I feel I have a more realiztic appraisal of things, I notice more injustices, I feel other people's pain.
I know this is a bunch of B.S. for you, but sometimes I don't want to be well (or perhaps I don't know what well is).
I've taken almost every antidepressant there is out there and they all do the same thing for me. They are emotional ansesthetics. They simply block me from myself.
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