Posted by Fivefires on October 5, 2008, at 0:45:51
In reply to Re: The WORST I've ever been » Fivefires, posted by yxibow on September 30, 2008, at 2:12:34
Deplin????????
Provigil only thing will get me out of bed, otherwise lie there and losing weight.
But, Provigil doesn't 'LAST A DAY' in me. So, I, take half early on in day and half mid day, ONLY IF I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING THAT DAY.
I am an orderly and clean person ... everything in its place.
Well, I must have taken 300mg of Provigil one night (Try to keep up w/ boyfriend's mania I think.) and I tried to re-organize my room.
Friends, I'm sitting in the middle of a mess and crying. I MESSED UP MY ROOM! I CAN'T STAND LOOKING AT IT. I CAN'T BELIEVE I DID THIS. IT HAD TO BE MANIA!
Now I'm overwhelmed, just completely overwhelmed. Huge files in file boxes fell and the papers from one file intermixed with the papers from other files. A soda spilled on my desk and I didn't clean it up. I just threw a towel on it. I was just setting my satellite to record some TV shows and I actually let my ashes FALL ON THE FREAKIN' FLOOR!
IF MY MOTHER SAW THIS ROOM THERE IS NO WAY SHE WOULD THINK I LIVED HER. I'M TALKING HER DOWN. I'M SAYING THIS ROOM IS COMPLETELY OPPOSITE WHAT IT USUALLY LOOKS LIKE.
AND I'M SCARED TO PICK ONE THING UP!?
STUMPED, 5f
Oh. MX is Mexico
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