Posted by sam K on September 25, 2008, at 15:35:40
I took some provigil today and Im pretty sure it makes me manic. I become out of focus, yet so focused at the same time. Like a spacy focus. Ill zone out yet Im still thinking really fast. Caffeine may do this to me too.. I was wondering, is there such thing as being stimulated and not having racing thoughts?
Im taking Lamictal and Im getting used to it, so Im a wee bit tired. My heart rate seems to go down and I feel understimulated. I get very afraid when this happens because I start to feel fat.. whenever my heartrate/bloodpressure goes down I feel fat and lazy. What would help this without making me get racing thoughts?
This month Ive been noticing these moments I get racing thoughts and rage. So I think Im bipolar in ways. My cousin is very bipolar.
So again, is there such thing as being stimulated without racing thoughts?