Posted by Fivefires on April 14, 2008, at 11:46:27
Well ... I've never had this as a diagnosis, though maybe should have many years ago. Now has it become typical? I mean, it's not just about bad incidents anymore. I think it's changed me; my brain chemistry, as bad incidents seem to be chronic in my life. My two support peeps just ditched me, even knowing I very well may fall through the cracks of poverty in this mental health system. Lithium? Nardil? No $ for alternatives. I'm spiraling downward at a high rate of speed since lost my support peeps; told me last night to go to a hospital or something. This is the absolute worst I've ever felt, w/ exception of father passing away 4yrs ago. My own fam' is letting go of me. I wouldn't let go of them. One said she'd never let go, but she did ... last night. Her marriage I think was the reason. Usually it is $, but I think hers was for her husband.
lifelessw/olove, 5f
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