Posted by Phillipa on September 20, 2006, at 22:01:34
In reply to Re: Tonight I don't feel that antidepressants work » Phillipa, posted by SLS on September 20, 2006, at 21:44:41
Scott I know you're right and so is Jost. Where does this fear come from? Heck I can't even make a phone call, pick up a library book, not that I can concentrate and I don't want to die. I'm also afraid of that and think of it constantly. Everywhere I look people are younger than me. And I used to get men looking all the time. I have no selfesteem . Even the guy who owns the place where greg is painting self-employed on boats said you have a scowl and you're angry. And I wasn't it's just something I can do nothing about as a long furrow between my eyes across my nose. Hence the botox Thread. I even had a plastic surgeon tell me he could do nothing. Today I confronted him as told him I hadn't been angry and he hurt my feelings by saying I looked mad. He didn't acklowledge my feelings just told me to get laid seriously. And that hurt a whole lot. Gotta go I'm crying, can't find a therapist I click with the one I did worked in the hospital and had no suggestions. I've searched for l0 years for one and I find one and she moves. I don't know what to do. Greg even says I cuss him in the middle of the night. I want him to fix things. I have to accept my age him working and I Cant!!!!!!! Love Phillipa
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