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Re: Find your purpose

Posted by RN320 on August 14, 2006, at 21:03:17

In reply to Re: Find your purpose, posted by exquilter on August 14, 2006, at 0:27:51

Thank you, Exquilter, for your thoughts. As I get closer to this I do feel a lot of guilt in leaving those behind who have invested so much in my- family, friends and docs. The events of the last few days for me have pushed me closer towards the edge than I think I've ever been. Even though I know that there are people out there for me I feel so very alone, and at this point I don't think that I want any intervention. I don't think that there's anything else that I can plan- there's really nothing holding me back at this point. I think that I've reached a point where I just can't take the things that seem to go along with my everyday life anymore. And to me- that's a big clue that I don't belong here anymore.....probably shouldn't have been for awhile. I find myself unable to cope with yet another funeral in my famiy occurring this week, and going to cardiac rehab today for the first time was very overwhelming....they make it really clear that you're responsible for a lot and I have a hard time remembering things and that didn't go over well. Then I found out that my Part D Medicare drug provider has disenrolled me and refunded all of my premiums through social security. I didn't think that they were able to drop people unless they didn't pay their premiums, and mine was paid everymonth through my social security check. Now I have >$2000 a month in meds that I can't afford. I just can't take the pressure anymore, and no matter how angry that people may be initially with my choise, I think that they'll eventially get it, even if they don't agree.

So, thank you for your ideas.....I'll talk to my therapist about the possiblity of a day program, but other than that I think I'm done. Five years has been a long time. I don't even know myself anymore. Peace to you. Maybe I'll get some soon myself.
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