Posted by tepiaca on April 15, 2006, at 23:07:34
In reply to Re: NOW WHAT IS HAPPENING !!!! ANSWER FAST PLS » Greif, posted by Phillipa on April 15, 2006, at 19:36:43
I am here again . Im drunk again . I haven´t have
energy to do things . I know I should not
drink, but I went again to a little meeting.
I hadn´t drink since thursday but well I did
not leave my home all day yesterday and today
that I did I had to drink beer.
I have got drunk a lot of times since I have
been on Nardil and nothing wrong has
happened yet . I don´t know maybe its the
kind of alcohol I drink . All the beer its from
a bottle and no tap beer.
I appreciate your concern . I live at north
of Mexico Greif, thank u for your offering about
a Doc in the city of Mexico that was nice.
I don´t wanna cause problems to anybody just
be a happy person.
In this moment my life its just psycobable, TV
and nothing else . I dont have a job yet .
No friends around . I understand , who´s gonna
be with someone like me , who doesn´´t talk and
is sad all the time , I can perfectly understand
that. I have to accept it , it is so sad but
what can I do.
I really can´t visualize me in the future. I
dont feel I could make a family , I dont feel
I could have a permanent job . I feel like an
alien. Im strange. I hope this
suffering had a jackpot at the end
Ey I really thank you all . Dont think I dont
care about you and all you tell me. I always
read evrything not only in my post but all the
posts. I just dont have energy and my Social fear
is so hard that I can´t even say written words.
I dont think Im gonna drink again in the
next week . Not going to parties at the moment.
neither leaving home.
Im gonna stay at bed at the moment
hugs
Tepi
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