Posted by CEK on April 3, 2006, at 18:35:45
In reply to Re: Is this a Bipolar symptom?, posted by becksA on April 3, 2006, at 16:52:55
I am the same way emotionally. I'm a woman though so people brush it off because I'm just acting like" a stupid woman." I hate it! It really sucks for people, people not even in your life and that really shouldn't matter can hurt you this much. It makes me cry and I hate to give that " victory" to someone. I don't like to let anyone see that they've bothered me this much. I'll dwell on it and relive it and then think about all the other hurts and before you know it I'm so depressed that I can't even stand to exist anymore. I feel your pain. I've been diagnosed as bipolar2 but I was never told if this was part of it either. I do have major self esteem issues, this much I do know. For me, it's like I've always tried to be a good person and treat people kindly and it seems like people take advantage of this and crap on me more. It makes me wish that I could take a magic pill that would make me be a b-tch and tell everyone to go to hell. It would be nice to have tougher skin and not be effected by even little things that people say or do. As of yet, I don't guess that this pill exists. If I ever find it, I'll let you know. Good luck.
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