Posted by Lucia Francisca on January 24, 2006, at 22:11:13
In reply to Re: AM I GOING CRAZY, posted by damian on January 24, 2006, at 5:46:50
Damian, to be blunt, yes, i have felt suicidal before. i've never actually tried to commit suicide though. just letting you know that yes, i have felt like that. it's a horrible horrible feeling, probably the worst feeling in the world, the worst feelings i have ever had.
listen, you sound like a good person, just not feeling well right now. i glanced at other messages and agreed, yes please reach out for help to a psychiatrist and therapist or at least a family doctor. also, can you tell your husband you are feeling almost suicidal, or other family and friends? please get good help. i really want you to feel better and hope you do soon.
> THANKS FOR RESPONDING. IT FELT GOOD TO GET UP THIS MORNING AND SEE SOMEONE HAS READ MY MESSAGE AND WAS ACUALLY ON THE SAME FRAMELINE AS ME. I HAVE TALKED TO MY DOCTOR ABOUT SEEING A PHYCHIATRICE BUT I HAVE BEEN WAITING SINCE NOVEMBER NOW AND HAVENT HEARD ANYTHING BACK YET. I DO HAVE A FOLLOW UP IN ABOUT THREE WEEKS SO I WILL TALK TO HER ABOUT IT AGAIN. SHE WANTS ME TO SEE A PHYCHOLOGIST BUT I DONT HAVE ALOT OF MONEY FOR THAT RIGHT NOW AND REALLY DONT CARE TO SEE ONE. THEY CANNOT ADJUST MEDICATION FOR YOU ONLY A PHCHIATRICE CAN. AT FIRST I THOUGHT I FELT THIS WAY BECAUSE I HAVE HAD SO MANY PROBLEMS WITH MY SONS HEALTH AND BEHAVIOUR PROBLEMS AND THATS WHY SHE THOUGHT "WE" MY FAMILY SHOULD GO SEEK HELP. I DONT THINK SO, THE PROBLEM MAY HAVE STARTED THERE BUT REALLY I THINK THE PROBLEM IS ME , AND NOT THEM SO FORGET THAT THOUGHT... BYE THE WAY DONT WORRY ABOUT TELLING ME ABOUT YOU A BIT I NEED TO KNOW OTHERS HAVE FELT LIKE ME AT ONE POINT IN TIME SO I DONT THINK I AM GOING CRAZY. QUESTION, HAVE YOU EVER FELT TO A POINT THAT YOU DONT WANT TO BE AROUND ANMORE . I DO BUT MY KIDS ARE THE ONLY THING THAT STOP ME BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL I HAVE AS FAR AS BLOOD RELATIVE. THANKS FOR YOUR INPUT
poster:Lucia Francisca
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