Posted by TommyIsland on January 12, 2006, at 3:55:45
In reply to Scared of stuffing up., posted by summerflowers on January 12, 2006, at 2:26:14
> OK.What the heck is This?and what pill(s) can stop it?Fear of saying the wrong thing,fear of being judged,fear of offending someone,fear of pissing someone off,analyzing everything.Feeling inadequit and pretty much a waste of space?
Sounds like I met my twin over here. Read my post that is two below yours. I also live in a world within my brain that just analyzes everything to the point that it becomes constrewed. Everything I analzye must be put to the test to see if it truly exists and is something good and 99% of the time I can find a loophole in it and make it into something negative. When it becomes negative it only makes my world get darker and feel that much smaller. As far as what you mentioned above, I deal with that nonstop everyday. From telephone calls to face to face encounters I can't stop analyzing how the other person percieves me. It has made me completely insecure, unsure of myself, and has gotten to the point to where it's like I have an identity crisis. It's like this ongoing Inferiority complex towards the world because you can't be comfortable in your own skin for any extended amount of time without cycling into another state of mind. Well I'll blab all day here.......hit me back.Take care,
Tommy!!!!!!!!
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