Posted by rainbowbrite on October 25, 2005, at 15:33:06
Im not sure what is happeneing.
My mind is really fast But I feel sort of slow and I am really down. My moods are fluctuating daily. Fine one day and sad the next. Not in a bipolar sort of way. I am avoiding the phone today. My head is very heavy. I am doing a very slow wean off my meds (really slow) and it has been going very well, no recent changes to my med routine. Except that I have been forgetting to take ritalin for about a week. My head feels really heavy. My toughts are so fast, like when I get thinking about something it comes out faster than I can process it adn I just want it out! So I am sloppy becasue I want to get it out. Could this be ritalin? Im scared I have the beginnings of something. But I also may be panicking. right?
As far as I know I have innactive depression but I am worried it is activating. This fear may continually be scaring me into this state recently. I dunno.
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