Posted by Sebastian on October 22, 2005, at 16:25:02
In reply to Anyone else find the walls interesting?, posted by Maxime on October 16, 2005, at 23:14:27
Zyprexa got me out of it, 10 mg. I was afraid to leave my room and email was not so prevalent. I would go mad, no medicine, Thinking all the time just mass thinking. My thoughts were very messed up thinking all I had to do to be a movie star was to raise my hands in the air. The dreams were unreal, sort of like I was living through them. All the things I wanted to do I would just dream it. Doing stupid stuff too, my thinking was unclear in what was going on around me. I would do things like worship a dead animal skin or rip my shirt off. Deams that my freinds were putting crack in the air conditioner and it was coming out the vents. Thouse were the times that I felt the most intouch with myself. I dreamed that a bird would fly to my window and take a message to my dying freind in the hospital. Then the pain I felt about it was killing me for hours. Needless to say I was going crazy since I saw my freinds blow them selves up.
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