Posted by Maxime on October 19, 2005, at 12:05:48
In reply to Re: Anyone else find the walls interesting?, posted by Phillipa on October 17, 2005, at 18:56:21
I'm glad you made it.
Usually I can force myself. Push and push and push. But this time I have no push left. I have tried and I keep landing on my face. If I do have moments where I can get stuff done it's sending out resumes.
But no bites yet. I don't even think I can handle a job right now. But usually it's the one thing that keeps me going.
If I could eat a bit more it would help. But that's easier said that done.
It's really bad.
Hugs,
Maxime
> Maxime, I've been out of town. And I see nothing has changed. I was forced to be in the "real world" for 5 days. And it wasn't easy and I had to take more valium to sleep at night. But I had to get up as we will be moving and I had to get furniture and pretend to my Daughter That I was still functional. And she's going through a divorce and living in same house with husband. Talk about stress. But I made it and from knowing you and your volunteer work from the past. Could you try and do something like that again? How about a crisis line from home? Just an idea. Talk is cheap. I should be doing the same thing. Fondly, Phillipa
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