Posted by mattw84 on September 2, 2004, at 23:04:07
So you may have heard I losted my job... and since I have been so pissed off at the world I haven't been answering the cell. My girlfriend has only called like 30 times in the last 2 days, and of course I heard all the messages. Let me just say, they started out nice....
On top of that I went to find a new job today but found myself speaking awkwardly and feeling unnerved by the whole 'new people' situations. I don't know what is going on in my own brain. I'm really worried that I may lose my girlfriend over this whole ordeal as I can't seem to, no matter how irrational I know it is, pick up the damn phone and call her back; better yet answer the damn thing! I have no excuses and nothing to say!!! Except on psycho-babble, god bless the anonimity. Anyways.. ramble ramble (you can tell I have had all this pent up)... I am hoping just telling 'somebody' this all will help me to shine some logic on my own bizarre behavior, but any input is more than appreciated! Matt
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thread:385849
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