Posted by Scott in Vermont on June 2, 2004, at 12:14:05
In reply to Re: Lexapro washout?... to all, posted by Anjul on June 2, 2004, at 9:27:08
While it is comforting to talk to someone who knows exactly what I am feeling, it's horrible knowing that the only reason you can know this is because you lived it.
I know I'm not "cured", and that there is no "cure", and that I'll have "good days" and "bad days"... but like you said, there is a huge difference between "good & bad" vs "good & wanting to die".
I really hate this. I know this is not who I am. I never dealt with anything like this before 2001. I sure as all heck am not making this up. This isn't the kind of attention I prefer.
In all, it's a bitter frustration. I know I can be "good", and I don't mind being "bad", after all, that's the normal ebb and flow of emotion. What I can't stand is crashing.
I really hope that doesn't happen again.
poster:Scott in Vermont
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