Posted by niche on May 6, 2004, at 0:50:25
In reply to Re: Celexa and Ecstasy(MDMA) » niche, posted by psychosage on May 5, 2004, at 22:16:50
Thank you all so much for your followup. It's greatly appreciated!
DENIAL is the word. I have done a lot of research on E. I've been to "dancesafe" quite frequently and read that other substances go into it... BUT...in my mind my pill didn't. I acted and reacted and recovered differently from my friends who had graduated from E to Meth and Cocaine. I 'seemed' to be more in control.In hindsight, my pills where not pure, cause I'm not sure whether MDMA keeps you going for a couple of days, or whether it gives you that much euphoria or that much speediness that you get on your own nerves. Or whether it puts you in sooo much delirium when it's wearing off that you don't know who or where you are. Or whether it can cause that much of a craving. Whatever it is, I took a gamble and I'm definitely suffering the consequences. I don't wish this upon anyone. I do want people to read this and RETHINK. Don't do it!
And "psychosage" I hear you. I don't know how hard 'balance' is going to be when my husband is opening a club in 2 months and everybody I know is on some kind of a drug. We'll see.
For the time being, I am isolating myslef, on Klonopin, and waiting to see what damage control Celexa will do.
Again thank you all!
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