Posted by MOREL1 on April 5, 2004, at 16:54:47
In reply to Re: I see nothing in my future -help, posted by Showtime on April 5, 2004, at 1:11:26
> > I don't have any real answers for you. I'm on the same quest to find the "right" medicine to treat anxiety/depression with very little luck. It's a LONG, frustrating process that I'm sure with as tired and worn out as you are, it seems even longer. I've been suicidal off and on (more on than off) for the past 2 years and I'm glad to hear that you haven't reached that point yet, but fear that you are dangerously close. This breaks my heart to hear cause I've been there for far too long. It's a hard, hard life. I don't have the answer for you (or myself) of a magic pill to help, but can only offer what has gotten me through the past 2 years. I don't how you feel about God, and I don't know if this the appropriate place to discuss this, but it has been the ONLY thing that has kept me on this earth during these hard years. I have discovered that even in the darkest times, there can be unbelievable JOY...but it is only possible with God. God promises that if you seek Him out, you will find Him. You will never be alone. There is hope.
I'm not fairly religious to be honest - I used to believe in a higher power of sorts but lately I imagine death as just blackness and i guess thats what is stopping me from taking that step. Just wondering - how do you know there is a God - i mean how can you be so sure?thanx
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