Posted by snapper on April 1, 2004, at 1:49:54
In reply to Re: Misery loves company, posted by seanwrx on April 1, 2004, at 1:24:17
No confidence/hope that things will get better
>>> I CAN RELATE
I fall asleep easy, but its not very good sleep
>>> I HAVE TO SEDATE MY SELF TO FALL ASLEEP AND DONT GET GREAT QUALITY OF SLEEP!
I have a hard time getting up in the morning
>>>> I WAKE UP TO SOON AND TRY TO GO BACK TO SLEEP FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE-AND THAT IS SO I CAN AVOID THE PROSPECT OF ANOTHER MISERABLE DAY
AND I DON'T WORK OR VOLUNTEER (SEVERE COGNITIVE PROBLEMS!)
I have a desire to be motivated, but I find it hard to be motivated at work when I am concetrating on the anxiety/depression all the time
>> MOTIVATION HAS ALSO BEEN A VERY HARD THING FOR ME TOO -THOUGH IT HAS BEEN SOMEWHAT BETTER LATELY- MAYBE ITS CUZ ITS SPRING ?
My main anxiety issues would be a foggy-ness or bewilderment that slowly migrates to fatigue and a desire to 'get out' of work, the grocery store, etc. If you are suspectable to depression you can only go some many days like that before you feel pretty desperate. I think thats what happens to me over and over.AND YES YES YES YES YES YES, AND THE FOG SEEMS LIKE IT WILL NEVER LIFT - EVERYTHING IS AN EXTREME EFFORT!! MY FAMILY KNOWS BETTER THAN TO ASK ME TO GO TOO MANY PLACES BECAUSE I CANT HANDLE THE NOISE THE LIGHTS THE CROWDS IT IS ALL SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASS-AND THE FATIGUE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE IM 97 INSTEAD OF 37-- MY PARENTS ARE 66 AND 68 AND THEY FUNCTION BETTER THAN ME AND MY SISTER ---AND YES IT IS A DESPERATE FEELING!!! KEEP UP THE GOOD FIGHT AND KEEP POSTING ! DON'T GIVE UP!!!
SEE YA
CLINT
poster:snapper
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