Posted by zinya on July 23, 2003, at 11:24:17
In reply to Re: Xanex, posted by Susy on July 22, 2003, at 14:00:26
hola Suzy,
i just wrote a long post recounting what's been happening with me so i won't restate it, but wanted to write to say i'm looking forward to hearing if and how you connected with Paula. I hope so. She's sooo supportive. (But also, don't take this as any kind of 'pressure' - I don't mean it that way at all.)
Sounds to me like you've been increasingly taking the bull by the horns, which is great! I also think there's a real "art" to learning to live in the present which is a struggle for all of us but I share your goal in doing that, more each day.
Small world that you were in Rio too! I lived there way back in '78 to '81, and then didn't return again for a visit til '96 and again in '98. Gosh, that level of energy just feels like a reverie... But it will come again... and, yes, i will sing and dance again... But in the clutches of this thing that seems to be "clinical depression" it's just physically not an option. I've learned in the past that i can't push it in those regards. The music/singing/dancing spirit isn't coy, isn't just waiting for me to summon it. It's simply not there now. But it will come back, and i will launch a million balloons to celebrate its return...
abrazos,
zinya
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