Posted by NThompson on July 20, 2003, at 11:52:12
In reply to Re: sleep and effexor--galkeepinon » NThompson, posted by galkeepinon on July 19, 2003, at 7:18:53
Hey there hun,
Sorry to hear about the sleeplessness and itching! As far as the college stuff really easy... YOU ARE WHAT'S IMPORTANT! Getting yourself better is number one, everything else can wait. However, if you feel that you can complete college while getting better, than that's great. Go for it. Use study groups, tutoring or find a friend in the same class that will help keep you on track. I know that alot of people talk about college as a party place, but just go there to get an education. You can party your as* off at your graduation party. But the decision is yours and yours alone. Will you be able to get better while going to school? Only you can answer that, but we can be here for support.
As far as your friends go...life isn't a race. Don't be in such a hurry to catch up with your friends. Everything will come to you when the time is right. Who knows, this might sound a little shallow, but maybe you will find your Prince Charming and get the castle and the whole fairytale, happily ever after, right when your friends are all getting divorces or unhappy because their husbands are all out cheating on them! Shallow huh!!!! Everyone wants the perfect life. And the grass always seems greener on the other side. Hell, no one knew that I was depressed. Don't get me wrong, I have a really awesome husband and we get along great, but I AM depressed. I would put up appearances and no one knew. So you see, what you see may not always be whats really there. Not even my closest friends knew.
And wanting a great life with someone isn't being jealous. It's being real. We all want the happily ever after life. And we will find it. It always seem to pop up when your not looking for it. Kinda like the earing you lost 2 years ago and couldn't find. Even though you searched and searched. And when you were rearranging things "bam" there it is!
So take care of yourself and let the doc know how you are doing. Make sure to tell him/her that your miserable and need help with everything. If you need to get ahold of me, I'm always here and looking online. You also can get me at nyiachad@aol.com
Let me know how you are doing.
Love ya,
Nyia
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