Posted by Robin David John on November 3, 2002, at 8:31:19
In reply to LSD and brain jolts, Imprinting, Metaprogramming, posted by fachad on November 1, 2002, at 10:40:12
I find this theory very interesting ..this summer when camping by myself on an island and a hellacious thunder storm came up unexpectingly. I was running around to get things for cover lightning bolts were everywhere..When I finished getting things away undercover a sat in an extension of my tent my wet shoes touching open ground..and WHAM a bolt came down close to my tent and straightened me out in a chair I was sitting in. The jolt that went through me body was enormous..I coward in the tent the rest of the night , I really thought it was my last moments alive , I cried in fear.
Needless to say I was in a dangerous state of depression a week later, death was the easy way out. I went to my doctor and he put me on effexor because I told him that I was depressed and couldn't control my depression with meditation , reading ,going for walks was useless . Effexor didn't work for me either
Two weeks later I was in the hospital because I was so out of it and the danger to myself was 10 fold. the Doc in the hospital put me on remeron and kept me for 6 day to get me stable.
Today I am really wondering about your thread and just how much the impact of that lightning bolt had had on me ...You see I have never ever really had a problem with a severe depression ..
Thanks for posting this thread .I think it really has given me some positive insight as to what probably happened to me.Robin
poster:Robin David John
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